[/caption]I feel so empty.
I sense that "The Void" is consuming me once again.
Its getting bigger.
Stronger.
Ever persistent and inconsiderate.
Eating the only glint of hope I have earned for myself.
Doubt lingers. Fear arises.
Killing my wounded spirit.
Is it time to accept the inevitable?
Embrace the abysmal fact that would erase everything?
But, more importantly, will I ever mend this unprecedented absence?
Maybe. Maybe not.
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Coffee, anyone?
what's bugging you pau?
ReplyDeletecare for a talk? i am here to listen. take care and be happy. life is beautiful!
Ewan ko ba, Charl. Life's been, supposedly, OKAY but something feels a bit off. That one's needs to be figured out ASAP. It's driving me insane! As in!
ReplyDeleteyou are putting too much pressure on yourself for the pursuit of the ultimate happiness and perfection.
ReplyDeletebreathe in and breathe out. lay down on your bed and just be lazy. savor the feeling that life will be easy if you accept things as they are....
That's the point. For some strange reason, I'm putting way too much pressure on myself. Weird, really.
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